i shouldn't be doing this
Really though, why am I on here?
I have 498349585965964346545674 things I not only could be doing but most definitely should be doing. I know that's why 98.67% of these entries are created but it is still frustrating how easily I give in to the temptation of procrastination.
I could spend like 20 minutes typing out an entry and even EDITING MY GOD DAMN SPELLING instead of working on an essay..which would be doing the same thing!!! I have approximately 9 essays to write for college....most of which are due at the beginning of November and instead I'm thinking about what to write in my fucking livejournal. Maybe I'm too immature to go to college. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S REALLY HAPPENING. I'm way too self-centered to go to college...look at how many "I"s are in here, although livejournal is where most people talk about themselves after all. Ughhhh.
Seriously my list is way too long. Advice for anyone foolish enough to actually sit down and read this: keep your list as short as possible!!! One essay is a bitch, nevermind 9. 11 schools is practically insane...I just can't make up my mind!
I've started telling people I'm not going to college because I don't want to have to sit there and list out all 11. I hate when people ask me where I want to go but ironically it's pretty much all I think and talk about.
Let me just stay in high school forever. On second thought scratch that.
Indecisiveness is my biggest charictaristic this year. And ambivalence describes everything I feel. I want senior year to be over and yet I'm terrified it will go by too quickly. I knew I would feel sad but I never understood exactly how. Humans supposedly do so much but all we really ever do is grow up.
Guess I'll go start an essay...or go eat some chips.
I have 498349585965964346545674 things I not only could be doing but most definitely should be doing. I know that's why 98.67% of these entries are created but it is still frustrating how easily I give in to the temptation of procrastination.
I could spend like 20 minutes typing out an entry and even EDITING MY GOD DAMN SPELLING instead of working on an essay..which would be doing the same thing!!! I have approximately 9 essays to write for college....most of which are due at the beginning of November and instead I'm thinking about what to write in my fucking livejournal. Maybe I'm too immature to go to college. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S REALLY HAPPENING. I'm way too self-centered to go to college...look at how many "I"s are in here, although livejournal is where most people talk about themselves after all. Ughhhh.
Seriously my list is way too long. Advice for anyone foolish enough to actually sit down and read this: keep your list as short as possible!!! One essay is a bitch, nevermind 9. 11 schools is practically insane...I just can't make up my mind!
I've started telling people I'm not going to college because I don't want to have to sit there and list out all 11. I hate when people ask me where I want to go but ironically it's pretty much all I think and talk about.
Let me just stay in high school forever. On second thought scratch that.
Indecisiveness is my biggest charictaristic this year. And ambivalence describes everything I feel. I want senior year to be over and yet I'm terrified it will go by too quickly. I knew I would feel sad but I never understood exactly how. Humans supposedly do so much but all we really ever do is grow up.
Guess I'll go start an essay...or go eat some chips.