Seriously Bored
So my job, is normally pretty boring. Today makes the rest of the days I've worked here look hectic. I am an Administrative Assistant, and our phones are out. Answering the phone is about 50% of my job. Hooray. I just want to go home!
Things with Kevin and me are good. We found out some information for future use that makes us very happy. I can't wait to utilize that information! Even though sometimes I get ahead of myself and start to think that it's not going to happen. I also learned that Kevin and I have more in common right now that I previously thought. It makes me feel a lot better about the thoughts running through my head, but it doesn't necesarily help because my voice of reason is no more.
I've been kind of down on myself lately. Sometimes it just feels like I fail at everything I attempt. Sometimes I feel like I will never get into school, never open my salon, and stay working hourly jobs I hate, forever. Other times I am convinced that Kevin is crazy for dating me, and that he is only with me out of pity or something. I hate my crazy brain. I know Kevin loves me. I just wish there was more I could do to make him happy and make his dreams come true. I even fail at trying to help him with that.
Please let five come soon. I am so bored. I want to go home. I want to go to the movies with Bobbi. I want to cuddle with Kevin. Apparently, I also want to whine.
Things with Kevin and me are good. We found out some information for future use that makes us very happy. I can't wait to utilize that information! Even though sometimes I get ahead of myself and start to think that it's not going to happen. I also learned that Kevin and I have more in common right now that I previously thought. It makes me feel a lot better about the thoughts running through my head, but it doesn't necesarily help because my voice of reason is no more.
I've been kind of down on myself lately. Sometimes it just feels like I fail at everything I attempt. Sometimes I feel like I will never get into school, never open my salon, and stay working hourly jobs I hate, forever. Other times I am convinced that Kevin is crazy for dating me, and that he is only with me out of pity or something. I hate my crazy brain. I know Kevin loves me. I just wish there was more I could do to make him happy and make his dreams come true. I even fail at trying to help him with that.
Please let five come soon. I am so bored. I want to go home. I want to go to the movies with Bobbi. I want to cuddle with Kevin. Apparently, I also want to whine.