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[slpbf5]

so i've really been thinking about some stuff recently.
like how i really don't like my job. maybe it's just that i don't this is the place for me to be in my life anymore. i may have to call and talk to my parents. They've always said that if i need somewhere to go that i'd be welcome there. maybe that's the thing to do. I'm just sort of spinning my wheels here and not getting anywhere.
if i moved to norfolk maybe i can save up some money. and really start thinking about what i can do. obviously working where i am is not doing it.
i need to hear from barter offically first. but i don't know. who knows what will happen.
i just know that how i'm feeling can't be right.
it's hard to even think about though, because here is one of the only places that i know i have people that i can talk to. that's why i'm having such a hard time right now.
i wish i could just take a week to either be by myself and get over this funk or at least go home and clear my head.

this is all premature though. i haven't even talked to my parents in two weeks.

life sucks.

i'm sorry.
ignore this post.
i'm just feeling icky.