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Easter is over okay go home.
Or something like that.
Have I mentioned that I find family get-togethers awkward and annoying?
On the one hand, it could be with the family who live in the same state as me, who can't quite grasp the concept that a person can prefer books and computers to sport and stupid jokes and that when I'm in my room it means I want to be alone. On the other hand it could be with the family who live in different states, who I don't see often and so don't know very well, which is extremely awkward, especially given that the majority of my cousins are younger than me.
Anyway, today was one of the family who live in the same state get-togethers for Easter lunch, and I just wanted to read in my room but that can never happen you see.
Speaking of reading. This year I am keeping a record of all the books I read, the goal being to read 50 BOOKS (I am on my 20th for the record which I think is pretty good, I'm on track). I just started Unwind by Neal Shusterman, which is pretty awesome thus far. One scene though reminded me of my PAST and all of the DRAMA which has occured for me over the past two or so years. (And Safari just died and I lost some of what I just wrote and oh my goodness I HATE the UNIVERSE.)
I will not bore you with the details for it is a sordid affair, all you need know is that there was a lot of DRAMA involving someone I thought was a friend who is also a pathological liar and ruiner of lives and an ex who is now one of my best friends. Aaaanyway. There was a scene in Unwind involving the writing of letters and it made me think of a letter this person I thought was a friend wrote to me, all about how I was such a horrible person and now NO ONE in the ENTIRE WORLD has ever broken up with a guy then decided it was a mistake and gotten back together.... seriously, all I can say is WHAT ROCK WAS SHE LIVING UNDER.
Yeah, I don't see the point to this either, it was just some thoughts I was thinking... those often don't have too much of a point. But basically this person attempted to turn all my friends against me (a failure except for the ones who weren't really friends to begin with, read: laughing at me, calling me fat behind my back, all those wonderful teenage cruelty things and suchlike) and turn my own personal relationship issues into her business which is also the end of the world... and that's just silly...? Don't know where that's going but anyway, I'm going to stop now.
Ahaha, I am watching season 1 of Buffy, back when computers were NEW and FASCINATING. One character just made a speech about how books are obsolete and information is an entity, the only reality is virtual and if you're not "jacked in" you might as well not be alive. Ah... the 90's, everything computer related was so shiny and new...
Also, hey, these are a lot of words that I have written... perhaps I am regaining my BEDA groove. What a wonderful world we live in... or something.
<3 Lucinda
Or something like that.
Have I mentioned that I find family get-togethers awkward and annoying?
On the one hand, it could be with the family who live in the same state as me, who can't quite grasp the concept that a person can prefer books and computers to sport and stupid jokes and that when I'm in my room it means I want to be alone. On the other hand it could be with the family who live in different states, who I don't see often and so don't know very well, which is extremely awkward, especially given that the majority of my cousins are younger than me.
Anyway, today was one of the family who live in the same state get-togethers for Easter lunch, and I just wanted to read in my room but that can never happen you see.
Speaking of reading. This year I am keeping a record of all the books I read, the goal being to read 50 BOOKS (I am on my 20th for the record which I think is pretty good, I'm on track). I just started Unwind by Neal Shusterman, which is pretty awesome thus far. One scene though reminded me of my PAST and all of the DRAMA which has occured for me over the past two or so years. (And Safari just died and I lost some of what I just wrote and oh my goodness I HATE the UNIVERSE.)
I will not bore you with the details for it is a sordid affair, all you need know is that there was a lot of DRAMA involving someone I thought was a friend who is also a pathological liar and ruiner of lives and an ex who is now one of my best friends. Aaaanyway. There was a scene in Unwind involving the writing of letters and it made me think of a letter this person I thought was a friend wrote to me, all about how I was such a horrible person and now NO ONE in the ENTIRE WORLD has ever broken up with a guy then decided it was a mistake and gotten back together.... seriously, all I can say is WHAT ROCK WAS SHE LIVING UNDER.
Yeah, I don't see the point to this either, it was just some thoughts I was thinking... those often don't have too much of a point. But basically this person attempted to turn all my friends against me (a failure except for the ones who weren't really friends to begin with, read: laughing at me, calling me fat behind my back, all those wonderful teenage cruelty things and suchlike) and turn my own personal relationship issues into her business which is also the end of the world... and that's just silly...? Don't know where that's going but anyway, I'm going to stop now.
Ahaha, I am watching season 1 of Buffy, back when computers were NEW and FASCINATING. One character just made a speech about how books are obsolete and information is an entity, the only reality is virtual and if you're not "jacked in" you might as well not be alive. Ah... the 90's, everything computer related was so shiny and new...
Also, hey, these are a lot of words that I have written... perhaps I am regaining my BEDA groove. What a wonderful world we live in... or something.
<3 Lucinda