undefined friends
i think i might hate people. is that a bad thing? i am so sick and tired of being shafted by people that i thought i could trust....maybe "friendship" is as romantacized as love. there is always that storybook romance that could parrallel to a genuine friendship- but we all know that niether of those thing actually exist. my best friend just fucked me over more than anyone else (excluding immediate family) has in my entire life- financially, emotionally... i am now just filled with so many rotten feelings that just kind of linger and never become climatic. i am good at pushing things down and smiling- but that doesn't mean that i don't want to punch her repeatedly in the face. nice. nice. the best part is- is that she is to damn self- absorbed to ever recognize that she is the source of shit. i am changing the locks and i never want anything to do with her- ever again. argh. this is just a waste of time to worry- because as soon as somebody exposes themselves as a peice of shit- the only thing to do is move on and cut them out of your life. meg is one person-one. that's all. and as far as i am concerned, she doesnt exist.