Old picture, old journal, age old whining.
this photo is extremely large and I forgot to resize it so...
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I just wonder sometimes if life could be easier if I could be the one who is self centered and illogical. I'd like to construct that mental sandcastle and let everyone else conform to it. I mean, if everyone around me was stupid I would not want to be the only self aware person. Horror.
Somehow I'm hoping making this post will help me sleep????? Perhaps my sleeplessness is guilt at having gone so long without posting in my livejournal. BEGONE, GUILT.