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Jul 19, 2004 02:53

disclaimer: dont take this entry TOO personally. i swear to god that its not directed at any one of you.

TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS:

suddenly i have realized that very, very, very few of my friends seem happy at all with most things in their lives, be it school, significant others or lackthereof, majors, jobs, family, you name it. and yeah, i'm in that majority of unhappy people right now. but i just want all of you to know that i love each and every one of you so much you could not even understand. and there are so many more people out there that love you. if you are my friend, then you are awesome, and don't even argue. and i know that things suck sometimes, but we've just got to keep going the best that we can and things will get better. sometimes really shitty things happen, or sometimes nothing really happens at all and thats a problem in and of itself. sometimes we just worry about what will happen in the future, or what is supposed to happen. and i wish i had more words of wisdom for you, or better words of wisdom. but all i really know is really corny things, albeit things that seem true to me... that optimism really can help sometimes, that sometimes you have to fake till you can make it, that sometimes things suck but i swear to you that they will get better, that there are people out there who love you and want to help you, dont be afraid to ask for help with whatever it is you're dealing with, someone out there understands and maybe you just need to talk to someone (i know things make more sense to me if i talk about them rather than just thinking so much). i'm sure by now i'm getting rambly and not making any sense. but, guys, i love you all so much and i don't want to see you unhappy. if you ever, ever, ever, need anything at all, ASK ME. you can call me at 4 am if you really want to. hell, most of the time i'm up then anyway.

9045149669.

i fucking love you. all of you. more than you could understand.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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