(no subject)
work was slow as hell. i stole cheese fries and a milkshake because i've made it a personal goal to gain five pounds this week simply because i know i will succeed.
i ran out of chocolate. words of wisdom from my binge:
savor every moment
life your life without regrets
eating chocolate is like giving yourself a big hug
sleep late, dream more
sleep late, dream more
sleep late, dream more
call an old friend
enjoy good chocolates with good friends
be true to yourself
savor every happy moment.
since i got "sleep late, dream more" three times in a row, i'm going to go take a box of benadryll and attempt to sleep for 12 hours in a row.
FIRSTS
First job: steak n shake for ever for life
First screen name: dotbwarner
First self purchased CD: mickey un-rapped
First funeral: only funeral, and i dont know her name. ruth?
First piercing/tattoo: ears at .5 years old
First credit card: no i dont want to ruin my life yet
First true love: the word "true" prohibits me from answering
First enemy: i really hated anthony D in second grade
LASTS
Last big car ride: i drove 60 miles today and went nowhere.
Last kiss: so what if it was
Last library book checked out: steppenwolf
Last movie seen: i donno its been a while...spidey 2 maybe?
Last beverage drank: mr pibb
Last food consumed: chocolate from randi. i <3 randi.
Last phone call: sam
Last CD played: fata "too bad you're beautiful"
Last annoyance:
Last soda drank: mr pibb
Last ice cream eaten: i stole a milkshake at work. vanilla.
Last time scolded: "where have you been?" "driving" "smartass" "no. thats my answer"
Last shirt worn: orange wife beater
Last website visited: jayk the fayk's lj
I AM: sexxy
I WANT: to be happy
I HAVE: too much clothing, two sizes too small
I WISH: that my birthday wish hadn't come true
I HATE: ignorance
I FEAR: the future
I HEAR: but i dont listen
I SEARCH: googlism.com
I WONDER: if i will sleep tonite
I REGRET: fuck you
I LOVE: my friends
I ALWAYS: screw things up
I AM NOT: responsible
I DANCE: when intoxicated
I SING: alone in my car always
I CRY: more than is warranted
IM NOT ALWAYS: nice
I WIN: whenever i say so
I LOSE: at life
I CONFUSE: way too easily
I NEED: happiness
I WOULD: pierce my belly button if i were skinny
I SHOULD: overdose on nyquil and go to sleep
DO YOU…?
YOU KEEP A DIARY: like, non-lj? no but when i was drunk a few weeks ago i pulled out my old diary and laughed at my ten year old drama and then wrote an entry about being drunk.
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes if i dont fuck things up
HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes
YOU HAVE GOALS FOR THE FUTURE: yes. unfortunately they arent college- or career-related.
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: of course
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yeah when i'm 28
WANT TO HAVE KIDS: yeah
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: oh yes of course. SARCASM?
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes
BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: not really
BELIEVE IN GOD: yes
BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING: yes
FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 47
COLOR: red. like rafael.
DAY: friday
MONTH: july
SONG(S): fata "short stories with tragic endings"
SEASON: huntin'
DRINK: dr pepper
PART OF YOUR BODY: ass
MOVIE: princess diaries
PLACE TO KISS: :-X
RESTAURANT: mcdonalds
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: oh come on i cannot choose
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? prolly not, i'm a selfish ho
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no, i spent every last penny on some fries last night and now i'm broke for 9 days
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
SAID 'i love you'?: no
HEARD 'i love you'?: no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no, but i did 36 hours ago
TALKED TO AN EX?: no
MISSED AN EX?: no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: no
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? no
HAD SEX WITH SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
i ran out of chocolate. words of wisdom from my binge:
savor every moment
life your life without regrets
eating chocolate is like giving yourself a big hug
sleep late, dream more
sleep late, dream more
sleep late, dream more
call an old friend
enjoy good chocolates with good friends
be true to yourself
savor every happy moment.
since i got "sleep late, dream more" three times in a row, i'm going to go take a box of benadryll and attempt to sleep for 12 hours in a row.
FIRSTS
First job: steak n shake for ever for life
First screen name: dotbwarner
First self purchased CD: mickey un-rapped
First funeral: only funeral, and i dont know her name. ruth?
First piercing/tattoo: ears at .5 years old
First credit card: no i dont want to ruin my life yet
First true love: the word "true" prohibits me from answering
First enemy: i really hated anthony D in second grade
LASTS
Last big car ride: i drove 60 miles today and went nowhere.
Last kiss: so what if it was
Last library book checked out: steppenwolf
Last movie seen: i donno its been a while...spidey 2 maybe?
Last beverage drank: mr pibb
Last food consumed: chocolate from randi. i <3 randi.
Last phone call: sam
Last CD played: fata "too bad you're beautiful"
Last annoyance:
Last soda drank: mr pibb
Last ice cream eaten: i stole a milkshake at work. vanilla.
Last time scolded: "where have you been?" "driving" "smartass" "no. thats my answer"
Last shirt worn: orange wife beater
Last website visited: jayk the fayk's lj
I AM: sexxy
I WANT: to be happy
I HAVE: too much clothing, two sizes too small
I WISH: that my birthday wish hadn't come true
I HATE: ignorance
I FEAR: the future
I HEAR: but i dont listen
I SEARCH: googlism.com
I WONDER: if i will sleep tonite
I REGRET: fuck you
I LOVE: my friends
I ALWAYS: screw things up
I AM NOT: responsible
I DANCE: when intoxicated
I SING: alone in my car always
I CRY: more than is warranted
IM NOT ALWAYS: nice
I WIN: whenever i say so
I LOSE: at life
I CONFUSE: way too easily
I NEED: happiness
I WOULD: pierce my belly button if i were skinny
I SHOULD: overdose on nyquil and go to sleep
DO YOU…?
YOU KEEP A DIARY: like, non-lj? no but when i was drunk a few weeks ago i pulled out my old diary and laughed at my ten year old drama and then wrote an entry about being drunk.
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes if i dont fuck things up
HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes
YOU HAVE GOALS FOR THE FUTURE: yes. unfortunately they arent college- or career-related.
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: of course
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yeah when i'm 28
WANT TO HAVE KIDS: yeah
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: oh yes of course. SARCASM?
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes
BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: not really
BELIEVE IN GOD: yes
BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING: yes
FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 47
COLOR: red. like rafael.
DAY: friday
MONTH: july
SONG(S): fata "short stories with tragic endings"
SEASON: huntin'
DRINK: dr pepper
PART OF YOUR BODY: ass
MOVIE: princess diaries
PLACE TO KISS: :-X
RESTAURANT: mcdonalds
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: oh come on i cannot choose
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? prolly not, i'm a selfish ho
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no, i spent every last penny on some fries last night and now i'm broke for 9 days
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
SAID 'i love you'?: no
HEARD 'i love you'?: no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no, but i did 36 hours ago
TALKED TO AN EX?: no
MISSED AN EX?: no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: no
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? no
HAD SEX WITH SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no