sigh
Well, I made it up here. I'm really proud of myself that I drove all this way on my own. Ryan came with me in his car just in case, but I did it! And I even kept up with him. hah.
I'm so lonely already though, and he just left two hours ago. =(
So many things are pointing to this being an even better summer than last year, but I felt so much more anxiety to come up. I think it was mainly because this year I was actually leaving my home, my apartment with Ryan, as opposed to last year when I was leaving a crappy apartment that I couldn't wait to get out of. Plus I have Abby to miss this summer, too. sigh.
I just hope everything is going to be OK.
I'm so lonely already though, and he just left two hours ago. =(
So many things are pointing to this being an even better summer than last year, but I felt so much more anxiety to come up. I think it was mainly because this year I was actually leaving my home, my apartment with Ryan, as opposed to last year when I was leaving a crappy apartment that I couldn't wait to get out of. Plus I have Abby to miss this summer, too. sigh.
I just hope everything is going to be OK.