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[slowmotioncrash]

your awkward, awful silences screamed a thousand times louder,
shattered this apology of a heart,
more than any whisper you'd ever bother to utter

your stilted silences and these masks you wore
covered no enigmas,
no mysteries,
nothing

but

a collection of meaningless words

about me

me

me

me

words about what you'll never know,

spoken in a car full of strangers,

all of them peering out their weathered windows

(and wanting you)

(to)

shut the fuck up.

Disclaimer: I'm actually in a really good mood, believe it or not. And I don't need disclaimers.