She

[slowmonkey]

she
she's making that face again
the one I want to ignore

she
she's making mistakes again
the kind that I can't ignore

so what is it
that's heavy
what is it that she can't control
what is it
that's begging
the question I have no answer for

stop kidding
stop playing
stop fucking around

stop hitting
stop praying
stop your lieing right now

she
she's making that sound again
the sound I try to ignore

she
she's making her plans again
the ones that leave me alone

stop faking
stop staring
stop judging my looks

stop cheating
stop acting
stop the shit that goes on

if I don't know the truth
will you be honest with me?
if I don't have the proof
would you be honest with me?

I may not be very wise
but I have enough wisdom to know it can't work this way
no, I know it shouldn't be this way

she
she's lying to me again
I can't take anymore

she
she's laughing at me again
I can't take anymore

so I stop bending
stop trying
stop trying to hold on

stop hurting
stop crying
stop feeling sorry for myself

I
I'm walking away from this
I can't take anymore

I
I'm walking away again
I just can't take anymore