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[slowlyheturned]

I know I said i'd never write in this again, but whatev.

Here are some things i know about myself. It's cryptic as hell. Doesn't that make me cool? Doesn't it?

- I listen to rap.
- I'm an asshole.
- If I died, it'd be alright with most everybody.
- I'm an addict.
- The world needs people like me to clean shit up.
- I'm a janitor.
- I'm not special.
- I'm decaying mass produced aluminum.
- I rust.
- I never cry, even when I want to.
- I don't lock my journal entries.
- I only owe like three people in the world anything.
- People can give me up very easily, and they always have been able to.
- My parents don't like me very much.
- I feel sorry for myself, but I have nothing to complain about, because everything messed up in my life is my own fucking fault.
- I'm the bad guy.
- I felt a feeling of happiness the other day and I wasn't high. Only one person will ever know what caused it. I was reading Dracula though.
- Drug cultures find me.
- I don't read good things.
- I'm not very cultured.
- That's about it i guess, i'll tell you if i think of anything else.
- This journal entry is very standard and not very interesting, but no one is making you read it. I just don't like my own handwriting.