Random rant...oops
I know I don't really use this, I mainly use Facebook now. Just sometimes I want to say stuff with out saying stuff...and this seems like a place most people I would not want to hear the stuff I say would not look, at least well it matters. I know, I link here in my facebook, but who really checks that.
Anyways, I think way to much about everything. Instead of acting on my thinking...which may or may not be right, I need to learn to just chill and let thinks unfold. You know what they say about assuming. Granted...when you tend to be right, its hard to ignore the facts and the logically conclusions. But I want to be wrong.
On a side note, I am tired of just dating and want a nice long relationship. My longest was 10 months, and then there was a 3 months. If I count all the girls I "dated" not just called Girl Friend (which is those 2), and averaged them together...the average is under a month. (Don't know exactly, haven't been counting for awhile now.) But considering with 10 and 3, that's 13 months, you would have to average 11 0's with that to get down to 1, and I said under 1. The shortest (not counting 1 night stands (which sometimes are 1 night and the morning after...so still 1)) was 5 days. EVERYONE I know has at least a year. I want a year!!!, I want 50! Fuck, I would be happy with 3 months right now. The problem, I am unwilling to settle. Also, I over think everything...and shoot myself in the foot. I been known to do rocket to foot technique!!!
Wow, that rant came out of no where. Guess being alone for the holiday sucks. I hate holidays and breaks, I like work. I understand what to do everyday, I am good at it, and I feel loved there.
Art
Anyways, I think way to much about everything. Instead of acting on my thinking...which may or may not be right, I need to learn to just chill and let thinks unfold. You know what they say about assuming. Granted...when you tend to be right, its hard to ignore the facts and the logically conclusions. But I want to be wrong.
On a side note, I am tired of just dating and want a nice long relationship. My longest was 10 months, and then there was a 3 months. If I count all the girls I "dated" not just called Girl Friend (which is those 2), and averaged them together...the average is under a month. (Don't know exactly, haven't been counting for awhile now.) But considering with 10 and 3, that's 13 months, you would have to average 11 0's with that to get down to 1, and I said under 1. The shortest (not counting 1 night stands (which sometimes are 1 night and the morning after...so still 1)) was 5 days. EVERYONE I know has at least a year. I want a year!!!, I want 50! Fuck, I would be happy with 3 months right now. The problem, I am unwilling to settle. Also, I over think everything...and shoot myself in the foot. I been known to do rocket to foot technique!!!
Wow, that rant came out of no where. Guess being alone for the holiday sucks. I hate holidays and breaks, I like work. I understand what to do everyday, I am good at it, and I feel loved there.
Art