Dec 16, 2005 04:44
life just slips by so fast. i just can't seem to get over that. i look back at the past year and i can't even fathom how so much crazy shit was packed into that time. it felt so short... but it wasn't. seriously, so much shit happened this year. so much has evolved and changed. hell, i look back on the things that happened this semester and am like, woah, shit, that was over and done with in a fucking flash. here it is, another obscenely late night that didn't need to be late while i write this ridiculously easy paper that is only taking so long because i've been listening to music, chatting online, and talking to drunk roommates throughout the process.
you know what, at least part of this mood is attributed to coldplay. but seriously... everything just fucking slips by. it's upsetting me, but i don't know why. it's not like i want to just sit around holding onto everything until my arms are overflowing with more things than i could ever keep track of. i like continuing along the path and running into new people and places, learning new things. it's just that, sometimes i stop and turn around and think, wait, that was really nice. where did it go? i wanna go back.