Dec 02, 2004 21:20
Since we're all sharing stories and whatnot, here's mine:
Well, I grew up mainly in Louisiana. When I
was about two years old I moved home from Alaska with my baby
brother... then things got interesting. Whithin the next three
years, I had my share of whippings, and beatings. I lied,
cheated, and occasionally stole whatever i wanted... hell I was 4 gimme
a break. xD Well, around the time I was in preschool, I actually
started meeting people. Before then I only knew family, and the
neighbors... I lived in the country. Out of all of my
"neighborhood" there were two other boys both younger than me.
We had our fun, but when preschool came, I had my
fun. I learned all sorts of things, and made a few friends whom I
still know and talk to today. I loved my daycare. Except
for the milk. Ah yes my friend .. the milk. It was the
worst torture ever. I hated milk, but in order to leave the table
I would have to finish my dinner, including the milk. I once
tried to prove a point, and sat at that table right through nap
time. I didn't accomplish anything, except realize that its
better to drink the milk cold and not three hours old. Yeah.. a
wise lesson learned.
School finally came, real school. It was fun,
back at Park Vista Elementary. It kinda makes me sad. At
one point the sick and twisted mind that types to you was actually
innocent. Not only innocent, but lovable. I think I was a
good kid, but I had my moments... didn't we all? I kinda miss
hearing an adult talk about something bad, and me have no clue what
he/she means. But I think I grew up fast, in some ways.
Ilearned curse words, and many other... unchildlike things early.. It
actually wasn't early, but it would have been nice to have lived life
innocently for a few more years.
The elementary years passed, and I was a soccer
freak. I had played from fourth grade to now, and I wasn't giving
up. I loved soccer. I ate, drank, and breathed it. It
was my life. Now lets get one thing straight... I liked soccer, but... xD I wasn't good.
I was actually quite horrible. I couldn't pass the ball straight,
nor kick hard... don't worried that's all fixed now. Back to my
life, I wasn't too popular at my junior high school. I was
shorter than all the other guys, and I was def. weaker. So this
meant, no arm wrestling, (I was slower too.) no tag, no anything.
Soccer was the only thing I had practice in. Earlier I said I
wasn't good and that's not entirely true. I had spent three years
playing soccer in elementary, so I was good for that age group, but
what I was walking into, I walked into very unprepared. Junior
high went by in a flash of different books i read, and the dreaded day
that I would attend high school. What would it be like?
Would it be like the movie, Grease? With all the cool kids?
Where would I fit in?
So many questions. All were answered my first
day of high school at Opelousas Senior High. Of course, I signed
up for soccer, and I got a few honors courses. Freshman year, was
hard in social terms, but when it came to getting the grades, it was
easy. That year, I had a few people I knew in my class. I
made alot of friends. But mostly I stuck to my junior buddy
Mike. Mike was cool, and didn't seem to be bothered hanging out
with a fresman, thank the lord. He was my savior. He helped
me with a few things, and he was also on the soccer team. He
ended up giving me a ride to and from school and from soccer
practice. My freshman summer, I practically lived at Mike's
house. I would go over there for weeks at a time, and then come
home because i was forced to. XD
Well, my sophomore year seemed easier than
expected. Everyone told me that their sophomore year was the
hardest and I figured I was surely going to have trouble. I
breezed through that year like it was nothing. The only thing
that I regret is quitting the soccer team. I quit right around
the middle of the season. It's not like anyone wanted me
back. I kindof think that was one of the reasons that i
quit. Noone wanted me around, and I really needed a job.
Those were my two reasons. So, I quit, and got a job working at
my mom's school as a tutor. I got paid a little over minimum
wage, so I wasn't complaining. I made around two hundred dollars
a month. NOt bad for a fifteen year old. When that finally
ended the school year was almost up.
The school year ended in drama. I told my mom
that I was moving to my dad's, around a week before I was moving.
That was a nice surprise, lemme tell ya. And that my friend was
sarcasm! XP I am glad that I moved to my dad's though, because I
got a really good job. I worked a forty hour week, making minimum
wage. I made around a grand that summer. The only reason I
made so little, yes, I dared use the term little,
is because I got into a wreck. Before accusations of me being a
bad driver start flying across the room, let me explain.
There
I was, sitting at the light. It was red, and I was sitting there
waiting for it to turn green, so that I could contunue on to
work. The light turned green. I looked right, the cars on
the other side were stopping. (the street was a four lane highway with a median)
I looked left, I couldn't see the second lane, except for a green or
blue van. The closest lane was stopping. I was turning
left. This entailed me to travel across the traffic going to the
right, and turn into the lane going left towards the Gonzales
area. I started rolling, I must have been doing 15 mph. I
hear screeching tires, and look left. I stare into the face of a
terrified woman.
Suddenly i saw stars, and remember bouncing around
in my seat. My truck was hit at 55 - 60 mph, dead on
the drivers side front wheel. My truck's front wheels cam off the
ground, and swung around 90 degrees to the right. I was facing
the same direction of the van, and still rolling. I stomped once
at my brake, because I was heading into opposing traffic, still stopped
at the light. I missed the pedal, but ground my foot into the
floorboard, to steady myself. I wasn't rolling fast, but my
adrenaline was pumping and it felt like i was going lightspeed. I
swerved right to miss an electric truck, which would have done me
in. This straightened me out, and headed me right for a big metal
pole. I still don't know exactly what it was for, but i jammed my
wheel as hard as I could to the left. I rolled directly into the
middle of a four lane... it was reg. two, but at the intersection,
there were two turning lanes, and two lanes going straight. I
stopped in the middle two lanes, blocking a turn lane, and a straight
lane. I tried to move my truck off the road, and it
woulnd't.
Suddenly I had the most horrible feeling, because
right then it hit me.... I had wrecked my dad's truck. The truck
he told me, "Chris be careful in my truck, its the only one i
got." That was horrible. The man from the electric truck
walked over to me. I was still strapped in, sitting in my
truck... dumbstruck... He knocked on my window, and asked if I
was alright and if I could move the truck off the road. I told
him I was ok, and that I couldn't move the truck. Then I asked
him the only question I could think of... "Is... is my truck messed up
bad?" It sounds silly, but I was choking back tears, hoping that
he would lie to me, tell me that it was just a little dint..... He
looked at the tire, then down the length of my truck... and looked at
me... with a..... grimace of sorts on his face. "Yeah... a
little," he said. I couldn't take it anymore. I kicked out,
and began to cry. I cried for myself, and for the truck, and for
everything that I had held back for a long time.
The guy moved his big truck behind me and put on his
flashers. I don't even know his name, yet I thank him. He
helped me out of my truck. As I stepped onto the asphalt, I
realized it was real... that everything was real.. It was cold
outside. Not freezing.. just enough to make you know.... know
that it was cold. You know, the kind of cold where you can just
see your breath. I walked to the side of the road...
slowly. I didn't know what to do. Even though I knew it was
all real, I moved as if I was in a dream. My body did what it
wanted to do and I had no control. Once, I reached the side of
the road, I realized that I had taken out a small road sign, when
trying to avoid the big metal pole... I couldn't do anything but cry,
and run my hands through my hair. It was.. horrible. There
are no words to describe how I felt, or even how I feel about it now,
when I think about it in detail.
The cops came, and almost said that it was
impossible to tell who's fault it was. If he had done that I
wouldn't have been able to drive for a long time, because of insurance
rates. It was a state cop i think.. but it wasn't his
jurisdiction, because we were in the city limits. The other cops
get there and the two cops discussed for a while, and the state police
left. I was then put into the back of the ambulance and driven to
the hospital. I had called my dad sometime while standing on the
side of the road. He was an hour away at his job... I sat in that
hospital for a little while. I think he made the trip in about 45
mins. I didn't even notice him, i walked straight by him, and
went back to sit down. Someone had to come and get me and ask if
I was who I was and they told me that I had just walked by my dad.
Well, I had an 800$ ambulance ride, and it was on my
dad's mind I guess. When we got into his car, he wasn't
happy. I don't even remember him asking me if I was
ok. He just said, "Tell me what happened, and if this was yout
fault you know your not going to drive again right?" That's when
I broke down again, sobbing that it didn't matter if it was my fault or
not, I wasn't going to drive again, and he couldn't make me. I
guess he then realized how shook up I was. He told me that he was
sorry, and that he beleived me. We went by the police station to
find out when we could get the police report to see who's fault it
was.
Well, once everything was cleared up, I went home,
and took some tylenol. Everyone told me that I would need
it later. I went to sleep... it was ten in the morning. By
the time that I woke up it was dinner time. I woke up, ate, and
went back to bed. I woke up the next morning, and called work,
and told them what happened and that I wouldn't be in for a few
days. I went back to sleep and woke up around dinner time
again. The next day, I went to the doctor, because my back was
hurting. The doc prescribed me something called Skelaxin.
It was a muscle relaxer. I took the first one and started
playing playstation. By the time i stopped, I reallized that I
was almost laying down, completely relaxed, and that the only thing
moving were my thumbs. XD
After that I went back to work.
But never drove. I don't think I drove anything for about two
months, and then I was really cautious. My step mom is a really
bad driver. And whenever I would ride with her before I was
always scared, but never said anything. Well, after the wreck, I
was doubly scared. She stopped in little bursts that would make
you jerk around, and she would cut across lanes. She once scared
me so bad that I said, "Mrs. Tara, slow down. Your really scaring
me." She decided to say, "Chris, I know your scared, but you have
to get over it. You were never scared before." Oh was she
mistaken, and I let her know. I said, "No! I was always
scared of your driving I was just never scared enough to tell
you!" She got really upset and told me something to the effect
that if I was so scared, the she just wouldn't bring me anywhere.
I told her that was fine, and she tried to make me feel bad, but it
didn't work. XD
That was last summer, I moved back to my mom's and
am now attending school at OHS again. I am a junior. I
can't say that it feels good to be one, but its better than being a
freshman. I am glad that I am almost out, but at the same time,
am nervous that I may not make it in the real world. I now work
out, and am looking the best I ever have in my life. I feel great
and have more energy, although for some reason I have been keeping
quiet. It really doesn't make a difference, but oh well.
Well to ensure that I make it, I must get some sleep. Cause I can
never make it tired. So, G'night!
~Ice