Tired, and alone.
Wow, guys, I'm really tired all of a sudden. School is catching up with me. Tomorrow I have like 5 tests, but I can't take them, because I have to skip all day to study for a rally. I'm going for Psychology. My teacher is threatening me with an F in her class if I don't make 1st place. Everyone is saying it'll turn out good, but i just dont know. Then on top of that I have to take the GEE on monday. Graduation Exit Exam I really don't feel that I'm ready for that either but oh well.
Another thing, I suddenly feel less than. I was lookin at an old aquaintances profile, and it made me kind of sad. He's got the looks, he's got money, he's got it all. Girls practically throw themselves at him, and he takes it for granted. I have to work to get people to look... why? Some people tell me I'm hot, and that I look good, but they are my friends.. so it's kind of expected. I don't think they'd say I was ugly or not... Life has this beautiful way of bringin me down.
Well, I hope my looks are slowly improving, and I know that my body will, because in about 1 week, I'm going to start working out again. I had to stop and I really didn't like that. I'm positive that I've gotten weaker, but the bod doesn't look too bad, so it's ok. With hopes that my self esteem will get a little higher, I'm going take a nap.
G'night all, have a good afternoon.
~Chris
Another thing, I suddenly feel less than. I was lookin at an old aquaintances profile, and it made me kind of sad. He's got the looks, he's got money, he's got it all. Girls practically throw themselves at him, and he takes it for granted. I have to work to get people to look... why? Some people tell me I'm hot, and that I look good, but they are my friends.. so it's kind of expected. I don't think they'd say I was ugly or not... Life has this beautiful way of bringin me down.
Well, I hope my looks are slowly improving, and I know that my body will, because in about 1 week, I'm going to start working out again. I had to stop and I really didn't like that. I'm positive that I've gotten weaker, but the bod doesn't look too bad, so it's ok. With hopes that my self esteem will get a little higher, I'm going take a nap.
G'night all, have a good afternoon.
~Chris