Sep 25, 2004 16:16
okay. so me n erica are friends again. why? because she wrote me a note. and i thought that what happened needed to be dropped. and we talked it over thru notes. lol. but yeah.
so yesterday i go over her house after school because its her mothers bday.a nd it was very fun. and allyssa and erica call me on their cell phones while they were at the football game. and i wasnt even at ericas house cuz i went to the grocery store. so i go home. we have dinner. we have dessert. i do the dishes. we sit down to watch tv. ericas mom left. me n erica smoked. we fall asleep at 9 sumthing.
i wake up. i go online around 2pm. allyssa is mad at me. she wont tell me why. she tells me that its cuz i didnt answer the fone. i tell her why. she says she doesnt wanna talk to me until im ready too. i get off. i call her. she says to call her back when im alone cuz she doesnt want erica to hear. i say whatever.
i go home. i call her. shes mad cuz i didnt call her right away to tell her that im over erica's house. she says that i should of told her to call me later. she says that ive changed ever since ive become friends with erica. that im not paying attention to my other friends. that ever since me and erica became friends, ive ditched allyssa and erica m.
BUT WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE THURSDAY . they act like i've been her friend this whole time. erica says i dont talk to her anymore during class, only erica. BECAUSE I WENT UP TO ERICA TO GIVE HER HER MOMS BDAY CARD TO SIGN BEFORE I SAID HI TO ERICA M. whatever man. i always talk to her. i waited for her after that class. but i dont get mad when she runs up to her friends and ditches me after class.
FUCK FRIENDS
seriously, if im happy, they make me miserable. thats what their after. their after me to make me fucking get pissed off at them. I CAN NEVER BE HAPPY.
ugh. people discust me. and its always over the GAYEST fucking reason.