andddd. okay.
Today is thursday. how cool?!? Hmm.. oh yes. Sunday Im going to some lake/beach [?] thing in westfield... woo. TOMORROW IM GOING SHOPPING!! holler. im so white its amazing ;)
Okay. okay. okay.. i need to stop. hm. i found something interesting out today. i found out that my mother's real father wasnt the grandfather I knew... he left her when she was 3 i think? i dunno. i read it in sum letters and shit and it was confusing cuz this whole time i grew up thinking that this guy was my grandfather when he really wasnt.. i hate life. life is based around lies. atleast i think so.
The waterboy's on. "well I like school. And I like football..and I like vicki and she likes me back, and she showed me her boobies and I like them too!" hahahahahah =) adam sandler is great.
I love Erica Morin. Shes so amazingly funny. "A black guy grabbed my ass i was like uhhhhh NOOOOOTT COOOOOLLLLL! " haha <3
I forgot to call Ally.. I should stop forgetting. these are all the friends I have left.
Im happy for whatever happens between me & erica. I dunno why, i always write bout her... prolly cuz i know she wont read it. but what am i sposed to do, i lost my best friend.. so yea. this helps me out. kinda. butt anyways.. so yea, i mean im not gonna hold grudges against others just because my best friend is an assholeee sometimes. and i mean im happier w/o her. i realized that when im near her or w/ her i just get depressed, knowing that she never cared and all that.. but i think this is just what we need. maybe a frienship in the future, but right now i think that what we need is time apart. im happy for whatever she does. but im not gonna give in this time. im over that.
anyways. ha, sorry i keep posting the same shit. im not quite over this as you can tell. but im not sweatin it either. =) im in between. oh yeaaah.
i gotta question. about 3 months ago, Ashlee Simpson came out with "pieces of me" .. maybe it was longer i dunno.. but on TRL, they played her video as a PRE RL or whatever it is. And it was on that for like a month. Then outta nowhere, I watch TRL one day like 2 months ago or longer than a month ago, and all of a sudden shes at number 1. hmm...... yeah i think they make the countdown themselves. lol. i didnt even see her at number 8 or 5 or nothing. just randomly at number 1. maybe i missed an episode. ha i dunno. well, its not really a question.. wow am i bored?
breaking hearts never looked so cool .. i keep forgetting that im single now.. i dont know if i like that lol
okay. im sorry you read all of this. if you read all of this. Tomorrow = money. iM babysitting.. weeeee! okay well adios my loves <3
♥MELISSA
Okay. okay. okay.. i need to stop. hm. i found something interesting out today. i found out that my mother's real father wasnt the grandfather I knew... he left her when she was 3 i think? i dunno. i read it in sum letters and shit and it was confusing cuz this whole time i grew up thinking that this guy was my grandfather when he really wasnt.. i hate life. life is based around lies. atleast i think so.
The waterboy's on. "well I like school. And I like football..and I like vicki and she likes me back, and she showed me her boobies and I like them too!" hahahahahah =) adam sandler is great.
I love Erica Morin. Shes so amazingly funny. "A black guy grabbed my ass i was like uhhhhh NOOOOOTT COOOOOLLLLL! " haha <3
I forgot to call Ally.. I should stop forgetting. these are all the friends I have left.
Im happy for whatever happens between me & erica. I dunno why, i always write bout her... prolly cuz i know she wont read it. but what am i sposed to do, i lost my best friend.. so yea. this helps me out. kinda. butt anyways.. so yea, i mean im not gonna hold grudges against others just because my best friend is an assholeee sometimes. and i mean im happier w/o her. i realized that when im near her or w/ her i just get depressed, knowing that she never cared and all that.. but i think this is just what we need. maybe a frienship in the future, but right now i think that what we need is time apart. im happy for whatever she does. but im not gonna give in this time. im over that.
anyways. ha, sorry i keep posting the same shit. im not quite over this as you can tell. but im not sweatin it either. =) im in between. oh yeaaah.
i gotta question. about 3 months ago, Ashlee Simpson came out with "pieces of me" .. maybe it was longer i dunno.. but on TRL, they played her video as a PRE RL or whatever it is. And it was on that for like a month. Then outta nowhere, I watch TRL one day like 2 months ago or longer than a month ago, and all of a sudden shes at number 1. hmm...... yeah i think they make the countdown themselves. lol. i didnt even see her at number 8 or 5 or nothing. just randomly at number 1. maybe i missed an episode. ha i dunno. well, its not really a question.. wow am i bored?
breaking hearts never looked so cool .. i keep forgetting that im single now.. i dont know if i like that lol
okay. im sorry you read all of this. if you read all of this. Tomorrow = money. iM babysitting.. weeeee! okay well adios my loves <3
♥MELISSA