Aug 12, 2004 00:22
Im so excited, Im babysitting for about one day every week after this week for my aunt. Which means money =)
I know I said I'd quit excersizing, but I lied. I cant stand this nasty flab and gross shit anymore. And it feels good to excersize. But right now, I'm beat. I'm so sore. haha. I watched 'Rock Hard Bodies' on VH1 today, and that's what motivated me.
today was shit. it was rainy. it was sunny. it was cloudy. it was everything. kinda gross.
i watched the teen choice awards. it was kinda corny. i like JoJo. She can sing really good for 13 years old. I also liked Ashlee .. she's so pretty. She just has a huge nose, like Jessica. oh well.
hmm.. dennis got back today... should i break up w/ him before my bday or after.. cuz ill feel bad if he bought me something already and i break up with him.. but then I'd feel bad if i broke up w/ him afterwards, cuz I dont wanna seem like im using him or anything, for a gift. Either way, I lose. this isnt cool. i hate breaking up with guys, I feel so guilty. But it's what I gotta do...
♥ MELiSSA