Mar 29, 2007 09:41
I'll have to get through the next couple of months, no matter how challenging.I only did the damage to myself, now its up to me and no one else to fix it.Its incredibly depressing to look back at photographs and then my current state.I feel that for fist time in my life, I feel a disappointment with myself.
And those late night conversations that leave you feeling emptier with every word exchanged...
Last night I was walking around Target when suddenly this overwhelming wave of sadness washed over my entire body.I felt ill, paid for my coke zero and walked out full of regret and remorse.Some days I do dream of a flat surface, to step right off of.