A Butterfly in Blue Wrap
I solely wish that I can please everybody. Man, it would be fantastic, just every now and then, to clone myself. Indeed, this would work if I was to be in another realm! Things happen, obviously you can’t fix history, and if you can man imagine how different the world would be like. Eh what can I say… just same shyt different toilet. This week has been reasonable, but frankly lately it feels like something is missing. Particularly, now a day all I do is going back and forth like some duck in a shooting range. I have seriously have got to stop slacking off. I have just notice, that this is it. We are in the fourth marking period now the end of our school year and what do I have? Nothing. I was busy fussing over things that just seem so dense. I can’t believe that I have made that so much of my priority. No. I need to deal with that later. I just hope that …well life is a funny thing. It keeps going and going like the energizer bunny, who seems to love riding in a roller coaster. _hm. Seriously. Not to pun Marvin Gaye although I respect him so much, What’s Going On? I have tried so hard to overcome this fear which somehow I knew right from the start that, cause of this I shall be punished just because it didn’t go the way it should have gone. It’s not exactly your favorite icing on the cake now is it? Let the mind and spirit be strong within because who knows where all of this extra anxiety I have will soon be released. Trying to make everything to work doesn’t cut it; of course there have to be more. What is up with all this frustration? I need to sleep, perhaps dream where everything were to be at peace again. No there is no such thing as that anymore. Jeez the whole place was in war since the beginning of time. Everyone…even the quiet ones have that malevolence and iniquity voice in their head, which simply don’t show it towards you…but in the end they stick it to you where it hurts the most.