adieu...
this is very easily my last night here in the valley...the next time i will be here again will be as a visitor...an outsider...i really do not plan on rooting myself here anytime soon, or anytime at all...so with that said i say goodbye to all the people i have met here and hope to see you all one day again...some people i have met have been very good friends and some have become complete strangers...some of the people i have met will always be there for me, and some i will never see again...some people have something inside them that call me back to them and some just make me want to kill them...i could go on and on with the things that i will miss and the things i will be glad to leave behind, but i am sleepy and do not feel like getting into it....all i am going to say to those who have impacted me in a positive way and know that they have the same kinship in me is, thanks...i know i am a big fat obnoxious asshole but i am genuine and all i ever asked was for you to meet me halfway in everything...i've gone out of my way to be the best person i could be, and you have done the same...to all of you who have completely done the 180 twist on me, fuck you and i hope to never see you again....and if i ever do, i'll make sure not to kick you too hard as i walk past you lying on the street...this will also be one of the last posts (if not the last) i will be making in a while being that my internet connection will not settled until i am settled...so if you know or knew or heard of me, make an effort to let those who didn't know i was leaving know that i am gone...i leave behind many great memories, but hope to make more somewhere else...
goodbye...
bear, you know i love you and what we have is more valuable than to mention here, but i'll do it anyway...our contact will be much more connected and intimate...i leave here but will never forget...you have scarred me...cut my being so deep, and i bleed forever just for you...i'll open my eyes one day next to you, and all of this will have been passed...i can't breathe without you near, and my lungs can't take much more pain...we'll make this quick, and leave everything behind us...we need no more than what we are, and what we are is plenty.
goodbye...
bear, you know i love you and what we have is more valuable than to mention here, but i'll do it anyway...our contact will be much more connected and intimate...i leave here but will never forget...you have scarred me...cut my being so deep, and i bleed forever just for you...i'll open my eyes one day next to you, and all of this will have been passed...i can't breathe without you near, and my lungs can't take much more pain...we'll make this quick, and leave everything behind us...we need no more than what we are, and what we are is plenty.