Just breathe.
The pace of today was changed in a second. Thanks to Justin for telling me, it seems like everyone knew before I did. Fighting back my tears, I just couldn't hold it in anymore and almost placed perfectly, Jenna helped me so much. Thank you so much for being there. Thank God today was a late arrival and was cap and gown measurements for graduation in gym. I filled out the form, told Mr. Stevens that I was going to see my mom and Jenna drove me to John's house. Lying in his arms, everything just suddenly felt so safe. I couldn't help but keep staring into his eyes and reaching out to touch his face. I take so many things for granted with him, and I feel like I got a chance to just tell him over and over again how much he means to me. His thoughts were of me during everything earlier and mine at the same time, of him. Events like this do nothing short of prove how strong love is. I left school in a second; I went to his house, forbidden to me, in a second; I walked home in the cold in a second. I would have done all of that over in a second, as well. There's nothing I wouldn't do for John. I love him and today has proved how important he is to me and how much I care for him and he cares for me.
I love you.
I love you.