FAILING..

[slowbrownie]

im back to failing
im turning back into my old self
i alwyas said people couldnt change
i told everyone that it was a fact
im proving my theory
its true
i feel horrible
yet so FUCKIN great
i love everything
but i cant control my actions
i wanna live
with him
forever
its so hard to do it all
i love you
i did so much and
i dont wanna talk about it
yess i can have too much funn
and no i dont wanna leave
I LOVE YOU

last night was crazy.. ahh jeeze