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Jun 01, 2004 03:13

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sooooooo. godammit. this whole day has been one big dissapointment. first i went to work, and found out that instead of working 8-4 like i was scheduled, i wil work 8-7. which i guess wasnt that bad cause i got to get to know the new guards a little better, and i like em, cute girls, i'll have fun making fun of them and and pushing them in the pool. buuut then.
i get a message from chelsea, who says that this is her last night in town and we should hang out and that she has mshrooms for me. earlier i had asked what she was up to tonight, she said "nothin, i'll just be sittin around packin up stuff. you should stop by."

soooo

i head downtown, give her a call, she doesnt pick up.

go by her place, buzz up to her a couple times, she doesnt answer.

try calling a couple more times and an automated woman tells me shes unnavailable.

so i head back home.

stop by shetto killahs,
he's watching big fish, and i watch it with him, even though i missed the beginning and i NEVER do that.

then i drive home. and as im driving down fischer i see an orange and white cat run past.

i realize that was Sammer, rob and amandas cat who ran away a few days ago.

i swerve into the south parking lot and jump out. the whole time imdoing this im calling rob to tell him i found their cat. then i see him under a bush, he runs out before i can get close and i lose him in shadows underneath some trees. im running all over the place but i dont see him anywhere. rob and amanda ride their bikes up there and we go around looking for him for about a half hour.

no sign.

it was just unbelieveable. all i could think the whole time was "so many different little moments came together and led up to me being on fischer at the exact time sam ran across, it must mean i was meant to find him"

but i didnt, and ifelt terrible that i couldnt. he was so close, i shouldve had him.

atleast we know hes ok.

so now im going to sleep.ive been up for over twenty hours now, im not used to this wake up esarly shit.
thank god theres no more work until the weekend.

night
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