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Last night I dreamed of following him to some town, to a mall and watching him with his new girlfriend. I dreamed of being a crazy ex-girlfriend, just sitting there, watching with a terrible feeling in my stomach. All these old co-workers were working there, pushing carts and not seeing me. In fact, no one saw me. I was invisible. No contact, just drove back home alone.
Then talking to him today. Just makes me miss him. Miss my life with him. Even though it wasn't enough.
Then talking to him today. Just makes me miss him. Miss my life with him. Even though it wasn't enough.