i need a confidence booster...

[slow_ride_]

omg last night i was goin CRAZY...i felt as if my confidence in a certain situation was in the words of eddie izzard 'slowly collapsing like flan in a cupboard'...i was seriously goin insane..and i was like what is fuckin wrong w/me..but today i realized my craziness was more of a result of 'mother nature' then any drama in my life haha..funny how that happens...but my confidence is still a little on the low side so maybe if i can talk to a certain friend of mine, some things can get cleared up

i absolutely love how no one will know what i'm talkin about haha