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january: and we keep on keep on the same. god damn.
february: i opened my eyes.
march: none
april: none
may: so my life is honestly a joke.
june: listening to music when it just enters you you dont know the words to the songs you've sung a million times
july: is it too much to fucking ask for one man in my life to give me something to trust?
august: it's so nice to finaly have a boy who is just like me.
september: i had one hell of a weekend.
october: tonight is a great night i don't even care if i go anywhere.
november: for real? why are justin and i so dramatic?
december: snow is so sweet.
yeah my year seemed like it sucked, but really, this has been a year of firsts for real i've done more crazy shit and for the first time in the past year than ever before in my life.
i'm really crossing my fingers that nothing happens bad between me and justin in the next couple of days, so far we have been either broken up for or right after any holiday, so if we break up for christmas or i get some crazy ass phone call in the next couple of days, i will shoot myself. seriously sometimes i just get pissed at him for no reason whatsoever. like yesterday, i'm not even exagerating when i say he did absolutely nothing to make me mad, nothing at all, but for some reason i was pissed at him all night? i tried not to show it, and i even pre appologized to him because i knew i was going to be a bitch yesterday. and yet it has carried on into today. i'm just miserable today, i don't even know why, i have no desire to be nice to anyone, or talk to anyone really, but the steelers better win that's all i'm sayin, today is not the day to lose, dickboys. so buck up benny and play the game right, and lets try to complete some passes? maybe? if we're lucky, and not all of a sudden come back in the third or fourth quarter just to lose anyways. okay.
february: i opened my eyes.
march: none
april: none
may: so my life is honestly a joke.
june: listening to music when it just enters you you dont know the words to the songs you've sung a million times
july: is it too much to fucking ask for one man in my life to give me something to trust?
august: it's so nice to finaly have a boy who is just like me.
september: i had one hell of a weekend.
october: tonight is a great night i don't even care if i go anywhere.
november: for real? why are justin and i so dramatic?
december: snow is so sweet.
yeah my year seemed like it sucked, but really, this has been a year of firsts for real i've done more crazy shit and for the first time in the past year than ever before in my life.
i'm really crossing my fingers that nothing happens bad between me and justin in the next couple of days, so far we have been either broken up for or right after any holiday, so if we break up for christmas or i get some crazy ass phone call in the next couple of days, i will shoot myself. seriously sometimes i just get pissed at him for no reason whatsoever. like yesterday, i'm not even exagerating when i say he did absolutely nothing to make me mad, nothing at all, but for some reason i was pissed at him all night? i tried not to show it, and i even pre appologized to him because i knew i was going to be a bitch yesterday. and yet it has carried on into today. i'm just miserable today, i don't even know why, i have no desire to be nice to anyone, or talk to anyone really, but the steelers better win that's all i'm sayin, today is not the day to lose, dickboys. so buck up benny and play the game right, and lets try to complete some passes? maybe? if we're lucky, and not all of a sudden come back in the third or fourth quarter just to lose anyways. okay.