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obviously you were gonna call me because you got the hint that i'm not calling you. and obviously i'm going to sound miserable, because i am miserable. and obviously i WANT to hang out with you tonight, but i'm not going to. and CLEARLY i don't hate you. just because i don't hate you though, doesn't mean that i'm not incredibly let down and disappointed in you. but just because i'm incredibly let down and disappointed doesn't mean that i don't understand. you're the guy, so having your friend text me that he wants to fuck me either to see what i'd say, or to prove to me that it is just a game for you guys that you text random girls and ask them to fuck you, or something like that, just as a joke, to get a rise out of them, is not okay. but just because it's not okay, doesn't mean it didn't make me think that you were obviously thinking about me,which i'm happy about, and that you were sitting right next to polish while he was texting me. you love the games, and so do i, maybe we just aren't the relationship kind.