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it's sixteen miles to the promise land and i promise you i'm doing the best i can...
i always said that at this age if you have to "work on" a relationship it's not worth it. move on. good advice.
and now, i gotta say, clinging to every small teeny weeny detailed detailed "cute thing" that someone does isn't worth it either. don't get my wrong i'm happy with these insignificant (and of course by insignificant i mean i'm still thinking about it four days later) little "cute things" but it's like, remember when you first start actually talking to someone, someone who you know with the bottom to the top that you are going to be with be with, there are millions of these "cute things." they don't stop, you're so open, and so is he. so it's those other times, when we only know half way down (or up whichever way you look at things) that you are going to be with be with this person (and of course by be with be with i mean, well maybe... i mean take away one be with) any tiny little thing they say or do you cling to. you don't stop thinking about it, you fall asleep pretending your there, in that tiny "cute thing" moment. whereas when it's going to work out, you don't have enough time to stop and think, and you need ten people's fingers and toes to count all the tiny (and in this case of things of course i mean not so tiny at all) "cute things," and you don't fall asleep pretending, because you fall asleep next to him. well i would love to take my advice, in this case, and not cling to these things, and maybe, like i do on some days, not hope or expect to much. but of course i'm here, pretending. hahahahaha ha
so don't fool yourself, in thiking you're more than a man.
i always said that at this age if you have to "work on" a relationship it's not worth it. move on. good advice.
and now, i gotta say, clinging to every small teeny weeny detailed detailed "cute thing" that someone does isn't worth it either. don't get my wrong i'm happy with these insignificant (and of course by insignificant i mean i'm still thinking about it four days later) little "cute things" but it's like, remember when you first start actually talking to someone, someone who you know with the bottom to the top that you are going to be with be with, there are millions of these "cute things." they don't stop, you're so open, and so is he. so it's those other times, when we only know half way down (or up whichever way you look at things) that you are going to be with be with this person (and of course by be with be with i mean, well maybe... i mean take away one be with) any tiny little thing they say or do you cling to. you don't stop thinking about it, you fall asleep pretending your there, in that tiny "cute thing" moment. whereas when it's going to work out, you don't have enough time to stop and think, and you need ten people's fingers and toes to count all the tiny (and in this case of things of course i mean not so tiny at all) "cute things," and you don't fall asleep pretending, because you fall asleep next to him. well i would love to take my advice, in this case, and not cling to these things, and maybe, like i do on some days, not hope or expect to much. but of course i'm here, pretending. hahahahaha ha
so don't fool yourself, in thiking you're more than a man.