My heart hurts...
I don't know why I'm killing myself...
I don't know why I'm hurting myself...
"Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up"
It's not everybody...
It's just me.
"Preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl"
I'm falling deeper and deeper...
"You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far"
MY dreams...
MY illusions...
I have HOPE...
But hope is the mother of stupid ppl...
"Can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me"
heh...
Why do I always want impossible things...
I hate myself...
And I hate my body...
"Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl"
I've changed.
There is no more happy and naive me.
That big child don't exist anymore.
I've forgotten what love is...
"Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway"
I'm running away...
Again and again..
I don't know where to hide no more...
There is no safe place.
There is no hideout...
Nobody understands...
No-one knows how it was...
No-one knows how it is...
"You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far"
You know how it is...
But you never were alone...
I was...
For 19 years I was alone.
Now I'm not.
But now I don't need ppl the way I've need them,
when I was a child.
I'm stronger.
I fight for every day.
I fight for myself.
So if we ever meet...
Please don't pass me...
Notice me and let me show you how I am.
Let me find a soulmate in you.
And teach me how to love again.
Help me to forget my past,
And let make a nice future together...
Please wait for me,
my love.
Slow Drug
(Text -> Puddle of mud "Blurry")
I don't know why I'm hurting myself...
"Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up"
It's not everybody...
It's just me.
"Preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl"
I'm falling deeper and deeper...
"You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far"
MY dreams...
MY illusions...
I have HOPE...
But hope is the mother of stupid ppl...
"Can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me"
heh...
Why do I always want impossible things...
I hate myself...
And I hate my body...
"Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl"
I've changed.
There is no more happy and naive me.
That big child don't exist anymore.
I've forgotten what love is...
"Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway"
I'm running away...
Again and again..
I don't know where to hide no more...
There is no safe place.
There is no hideout...
Nobody understands...
No-one knows how it was...
No-one knows how it is...
"You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far"
You know how it is...
But you never were alone...
I was...
For 19 years I was alone.
Now I'm not.
But now I don't need ppl the way I've need them,
when I was a child.
I'm stronger.
I fight for every day.
I fight for myself.
So if we ever meet...
Please don't pass me...
Notice me and let me show you how I am.
Let me find a soulmate in you.
And teach me how to love again.
Help me to forget my past,
And let make a nice future together...
Please wait for me,
my love.
Slow Drug
(Text -> Puddle of mud "Blurry")