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Oh man, what a long day. Had English -BORING, General Studies -BORING! Though did get to have a look around the new common area, which, despite the impracticality and nasty colour scheme, is quite nice. Had the "I have a dream" (for a plasma screen like the Oasis at meadowhall) speech from the ever-inspirational Giles, who was throwing in crazy youth talk like, "Chillin' out" in every other sentence.. Was pretty sure he had a baseball cap on backwards and was calling us his "homies" at one point too, though I'm getting old and my memory seems to be shot. So yeah, after that, went on the edit suite through lunch (had a pack of hula hoops to sustain me), realised what a shit project we have, went on the computers on the LRC and did substantial redrafting of the biology coursework that needs to be in on Friday. Went to town with Claire and Steph, looked for Rammstein DVDs but there were none, got out the last of my funds, bought Euros for Berlin, bought stamps for the free book thing, came home. Collapsed due to knackeredness and lack of food. Woke up, had stir-fry, sat for a little while, got yelled at by my mum becuase apparently I don't do anything and I've not got ANY expectations pinned on me at all (which makes me wonder why I've done all the work I've done today), just because my bedroom isn't tidy and I've had bigger things to do than worry about that lately. I'm fucking sick of it. It's the whole... 'well in MY day, I had it SOO much worse than you!' thing, to which a certain extent I agree with, but she thinks it's easy. She thinks it's just about opportunity and being in the right place at the right time. She thinks that if she had the same opportunity that I have, she would get through it in a breeze.
Gah, maybe I should drop out and give her a bit of a wake-up call. I'm spiteful, and if I thought it would get me anything other than CONSTANT grief, I'd probably do it to upset her. I would when she's like this to me.
Nah, too much of a waste. Too many nice people to see at college to drop out also.. :-P!
Gah, maybe I should drop out and give her a bit of a wake-up call. I'm spiteful, and if I thought it would get me anything other than CONSTANT grief, I'd probably do it to upset her. I would when she's like this to me.
Nah, too much of a waste. Too many nice people to see at college to drop out also.. :-P!