Mar 25, 2005 21:43
I hate it when my dad won't let me out of the house. I really wanted to go out tonight. He wouldn't let me out last night. This is really gay. I've been gone most of today though. But I really want to get fucking high man. It's been way too long. The weed gods are going to be mad at me and smite me once again. well anyways... I basically spent my day with Terrence. He's a cool guy. I wish he wouldn't like me so much. It's not the cool thing to do. I'm not one of those people who you want to date you know? I'm one of those girls you want to be friends with, I'm someone you can play video games and watch porn with. :) I'm super fun. I've never considered myself girlfriend material but he really likes me. It's crazy. We spent like an hour at best buy and he ended up buying me the My Chemical Romance cd. It's wonderful. I'm listening to it right now. Well anyways... after that we called Kla and we picked her up and we went to publix. we're forever going there. It's the new cool thing to do. Ok well, I visited my sister while they were trying to find out what groceries to get. Then terrance decided to go to Dunkin Donuts to get donuts, and plus michael works there so we had to visit him. It was fun, we stayed there for way too long though. Then we got to go to Ashleigh's house. I was super happy. I miss that girl! I didn't see her since yesterday. So I got to get my daily dose of Ashleigh and Amanda. They got their wisdom teeth taken out. Amanda's all puffy faced so I call her my squirrelly friend. It's funny. Ash isn't that bad. Her face is about back to normal. I'm going to be up in Kings Mtn. until Tuesday. I really just wanted to go up for saturday, but Michelle needs to go back way too early and she's afraid that I won't get my dress picked out in one day and the only other day she has off is tuesday, so that's like my only option. It sucks. I can't go to Jeff's tonight. I really wanted to get high before I had to go to KM to see my mom. It's always better that way. I wonder if Amanda will have any. I'll call her when I get up there and see if she want's to hang out with me. I love Amanda... she's coolio. Ok well I'm going to go now. Toodle loo.
*The song Helena by MCR makes me cry. It's so wonderful.*