Guys must actually be stupid
Hmmmm i dunno i think guys must actually be stupid because they never think they are doing anything wrong, nope in reality girls are just being dramatic. Lets see what time is it 2:07 in the morning and im coming home alone. Yeah if my mom new that she would kill me or my boyfriend. Not for the fact that its 2 in the morning but the fact that i came home by my self. Anyways so yeah im starting to feel like my old self again, kinda want to cry right now. Yep i definatly love nate but things are starting to change. I guess good things never last... for me anyways. i just dont get it. at 2 in the morning would u rather stay home in a spider infested cold ass basment and watch a movie with your brothers girlfriends little brother, or go home with your girlfriend to a nice warm house where u can fall asleep next to someone who cares about you more than anything??? Not being big headed or anything but i know a few takers on that second one. It just kinda hurts my feelings to know what he would rather do. Maybe thats not a good sign. I have done anything and everything he has ever asked me to do, and still the one thing and only thing i want im being denied. I wonder if anyone else can figure out what that is. Its all ive ever wanted. I dont know, maybe because this guy actually was the one chasing me for once instead of me chasing him, i thought that the perfect start would have the perfect end, but now im not so sure. For instance tonight when i was leaving he was kissing me and i wasnt kissing him back and i walked out the door and he said ill call you tommorow and i said yep, from then which he shut the door and didnt even attempt to see what was wrong. Ok guys, hint hint when your girlfriend doesnt kiss you back something is definetly not ok. And you should never just walk away and go on with things as if nothing ever happened, thats like a total blow off of someones emotions, do guys even realize how that feels, i swear guys must not have any emotions because they do some pretty idiotic and cruel shit with out even caring. All i know is that i refuse to ever again feel the way i felt everyday for a long time because of a guy, because i dont deserve it, i may not be the most beatiful girl or the most sweet, but i know for a fact that when i love someone i am devoted to that person and no one else and i would do absolutly anything to make them happy, but i will not be just another pass time, or someone's taxi.