Apr 12, 2006 12:49
This is an attempt at discovering my own truth as I think I hide things from myself.
If I left here at the end of the semester where would I go. Theres not too many places to go that I belong. Im not content with this cycle I've found myself in. I've fallen prey to my own neglect, and I know I cant change here without a moderator; not that I want to change that badly. I still think I have a few good options, but Im just going to have to sink or swim. While I think today im slowly dying here( im going to the dr. this afternoon ). My pace is slow. Ive been in no rush so far, and Im kinda planning on living to a hundred so why hurry into anything. Ive been here and there, but no place has yet brought out my character. I really know nothing, and it dosn't bother me. I've looked at my posts and and Ive been waiting for time to pull me out of here for a while. Im gona take a long time to get into this life. A long time.I enjoy good times, and I tank bad times. Time is teasing out my dreams; I thought my dreams were my desires. Desires are primal, dreams come and go. You will forget about me after I've been gone. I smoke it cause it makes me feel good. I wont miss her either though, ehh just the way she made us feel (good). I might add to this after I goto the dr. if not imagine a cool pic here. X