Exactly where do I stand. X
Today has been good, but the last few hours have been taxing on my heart. I like to believe that everything has an energy that settles in on my soul. I wrapped myself up in memories today, It helps me see how ive come to be. I worry about acting like a jerk-off. Everything I am, anything about I'm about is tied to my memories. I love my memories, but I would kill to make some go away. I find a higher meaning in every tear i shed, in memory. Its a good thing he wasn't my brother, but he should have been. I love powerful memories, and i love my imagination, and curse god for fixing my tools. Today's a good day, I never doubted it would be. Day's like today calm my soul and grace me with a different perspective. Flying will take a back seat to school, but its still my passion. I have already forgot what really put me here and why I stayed with them, I guess ill just take a back seat to destiny. I hear them whispering our words, they cant be that far out or different. School starts for me wednesday, cant wait to have real feelings about school, hope I can condition my mind to like it. I'm tanking the world waist deep in wisdom, spot me 4tw.
