my lovely lady humps?
been going to gym like crazyyyyyy.
well, not CRAZY but still, pretty much everyday :]
I havnt felt this good since I was 19 years old.
im fitting into clothes I thought I wouldn't fit into again.
breathing better, just FEELING so much better with my body.
im going to run a 5k(3 miles) with crystal on saturday.
which won't be that hard?
I do run 2 miles a day anyway, so onemore miles won't kill me.
its so fucking hot in ceres/modesto right now.
104 from thursday til sunday.
thank god we got out of this hell hole and went to SF on saturday.
it was so nice to breath real freash air.
I finally set my 1st real goal...
im moving away again.
im giving myself til my bday (aug 12th) to get my shit together and have everything ready.
I really want to sell my car.
I can't drive anyway...with my dui.
who the fuck needs a car right?
SF or Berekley is where you will find me by Fall babe.
you can count on that ;]
life is good.
it surpises me everyday.
hahahahaha this weekend was fun ;]
it was nice having 3 days off from macys.
... .. . .. . .. . . ..... .. . . . .
dunno, I just feel like I need towrite this somewhere.
I do not see myself falling in love with anyone in the near futhur.
at this point, with all the crap I've been thru with guys, I don't even care.
for 1st time since I was 15 years old...I don't care about being single.
sure I miss sleeping with someone or doing bf/gf things but...not to the point where I cry about it every night. (like I use to)
I want to see the world as much as possible before I really settle down.
thank god my mother is willing to pay for my travels, as long as I go back to school and get myself out of this hole that is called CERES.
I forget how much she loves me sometimes :]
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tuesday: "best friend meeting" with the girls.
ugh.
another one.
but this time i have no idea what will happen.
there's just been one person in our group that has been rubbing some of us the wrong way for awhile.
I just want to say this:
yes, some of us can be flirts, myself esp...but NEVER would I put any of my friends boyfriends before them NOR would I steal them.
NEVER.
unlike some people...I can be trusted.
ya i fuck up sometimes and don't think before i do things or say things...
im human baby.
davy lets go bike riding around the world.
well, not CRAZY but still, pretty much everyday :]
I havnt felt this good since I was 19 years old.
im fitting into clothes I thought I wouldn't fit into again.
breathing better, just FEELING so much better with my body.
im going to run a 5k(3 miles) with crystal on saturday.
which won't be that hard?
I do run 2 miles a day anyway, so onemore miles won't kill me.
its so fucking hot in ceres/modesto right now.
104 from thursday til sunday.
thank god we got out of this hell hole and went to SF on saturday.
it was so nice to breath real freash air.
I finally set my 1st real goal...
im moving away again.
im giving myself til my bday (aug 12th) to get my shit together and have everything ready.
I really want to sell my car.
I can't drive anyway...with my dui.
who the fuck needs a car right?
SF or Berekley is where you will find me by Fall babe.
you can count on that ;]
life is good.
it surpises me everyday.
hahahahaha this weekend was fun ;]
it was nice having 3 days off from macys.
... .. . .. . .. . . ..... .. . . . .
dunno, I just feel like I need towrite this somewhere.
I do not see myself falling in love with anyone in the near futhur.
at this point, with all the crap I've been thru with guys, I don't even care.
for 1st time since I was 15 years old...I don't care about being single.
sure I miss sleeping with someone or doing bf/gf things but...not to the point where I cry about it every night. (like I use to)
I want to see the world as much as possible before I really settle down.
thank god my mother is willing to pay for my travels, as long as I go back to school and get myself out of this hole that is called CERES.
I forget how much she loves me sometimes :]
___________________
tuesday: "best friend meeting" with the girls.
ugh.
another one.
but this time i have no idea what will happen.
there's just been one person in our group that has been rubbing some of us the wrong way for awhile.
I just want to say this:
yes, some of us can be flirts, myself esp...but NEVER would I put any of my friends boyfriends before them NOR would I steal them.
NEVER.
unlike some people...I can be trusted.
ya i fuck up sometimes and don't think before i do things or say things...
im human baby.
davy lets go bike riding around the world.