Oct 20, 2006 09:36
I just woke up from the worse anxiety attack ever. My sleep was going well untill I woke up and I started to tremor vigorously. My heart started beating fast, my mind started racing and I literally felt like I was going insane. It felt as if all the stars in the sky collapsed simultaneously to the ground and the earth started to quake. I started having some cold flashes too. My physiachiatrist recently put me on something new today. I haven't taken it yet because I start in mid-morning and it's not mid-morning yet. I didn't take what I usually take before going to bed because he took me off of it. Therefore, I think I developed a slight anxiety attack from the withdrawl. Ahhh...i still have the slight tremors from the anxiety attack.
I hate my doctor so much.
I hate him! He is such an asshole and he represents every negative aspect of what constitutes a pretentious, self-absorbed, seemingly infallible physician!
He has known me for such a short period of time and he thinks he knows me better than I know myself. I had an argument with him today and it was really bad. I basically implied to him that he was a terrible physician and I told him that his time in medical school was a waste because of his lack of ability to understand patients.
And now I can't go back to sleep.