craving inhibition

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i am so fixated on my craving for mesir wat (ethiopian red lentil puree) and injera that i am not able to bring myself to go out and get the lunch that i need. had a particularly lush (buttery?), seductively grand batch of this in nairobi, and arrrggh, i'm obsessed.
this whole craving inhibition business (food-seeking paralysis when unable to find the dish that i'm fixated on) is not an uncommon phenomenon. i am ridiculous.