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[sloopy_noom]

tonight i sat on the couch with my british friend dylan talking about "current events" and such, only to realize what a douche my boyfriend is and how sometimes i still, still after all this time wish i was with someone else. a hopeless wish. listening to the beatles wishing i knew how to play guitar as they do . speaking of global warming and the

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[saivai]

you know what i wish, if it were to come true i might be dissapointed, but i fantasise about sitting in a pub/ bar/ cold alleyway with bukowski, dylan thomas and tom waits (in the early days when he was still figuring a lot of stuff out and was a drunk) and i could sit there and talk with them until the sun came knocking on the door... just so we could tell it to fuck off. of course i would be way out of my league but hey! i could just watch and listen and bukowski would go home and write a poem about the young and naive english boy he spent the night with. my ideas of what i want are incredibly cliche but it would be better than that friend who you cant get through to in any passionate conversation because he is past the point of growing or the other friend that wants the serious talk but then realises when he gets it the conversation acts like a huge mirror that shows him everything that he doesnt want to see in himself and his life