Dec 03, 2005 14:11
man its cold.
so here i list all the reasons why i want to move to san francisco in an attempt to fully convince myself that this is a good idea and that i can do it.
1. i hate my roomate , she makes me want to never come out of my room . shes too depressive unmotivated and not at all a positive person who wants to be involved in the outside world. and i hate that.
2. i have no car, nor do i really wish to buy a car because i think cars are evil and a total waste of our earths air. everywhee you go you see cars , suv's ,gas guzzling metal contraptions. i cant stand to fuel a war and destroy the earth in one. as convienient as they may be i just cant do it. i have legs i want to use them for as long as they work.
3. far more opportunities to meet interesting people that may not make me want to crawl to my room and hide. far more school opportunities, job opportunities, the opportunities are endless. im not going to elaborate anymore.
4.its beautiful and ive always been intrigued by the city. music lights people transportation food buildings everything i love everything , even the noisy clutter and dirtiness.
5. i hate roseville and rocklin and have never been quite so miserable here in all th 4 years i have been here. i should have left along time ago. actually hate isnt an accurate word to describe my feelings. bored perhaps numbed and mulled. its a mulled numbed out existence here and its beginning to eat the last bit of spirit i have.
6. the weather. i like it cold and never hot. perfect weather if ya ask me. burrowed in a blanket with hot chocolate or tea is my favorite place to be and maybe with a book in my hand.
7. im running out of reasons. but i think those are good ones. feel free to give feedback.
peaceout