grr
i just wrote this really nice post apologizing to everyone for not answering my phone and explaining what s been going on in my life. and that im not leaving for arizona cuz my moms gonna be ok. and it was really insightful and genuine and livejournal SUCKS and didnt post it. so im not gonna write it again, but i just wanted to say thank you to everyone for calling me and caring even though i didnt answer . im a jerk when i get stressed out and im sorry. but apologies to all, and jenn im sorry i made that comment to you it was mean and stupid and i feel bad. sorry. maria thank u for the inivitation to your graduation sorry i couldnt go. tall maria- i love ur star wars lunchbox.-joanna- your fantastic- derek tanks for trying to throw me a party , very sweet but i wouldnt have let it happen even if i did have to go. heatherly - your sincerety is compelling- adam-queef! anyway grettings from northern california, im not sure if im happy or sad about this. mostly just glad my mom is ok . oh my car died, and im gald. i hated that thing. but i gonna post this before lj erases it again.
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