Good bye Maryland...good bye Greg...good bye everything else..
As of March 1st, I am heading down south officially, found a beautiful 3 bedroom, 2 garage house, that is only 400 dollars a month, rent to own. I will be transferring to another Blockbuster and taking a corporate store, which will be a vast improvement plus a challenge for me. I will finally be saving more money, paying off bills, and buying myself a well deserving car that I have needed since 2004. The struggles will finally be over in the transportation and living department, now if I can just finish and get my 2nd degree.
On a short side not, Greg moved out last week and went back home, a culmination of living with him for almost 7 months. It was not too bad, I mean the grievances I had or still have will be pushed underneath a doormat. After reading several of his prior live journal posts and several of mine, I came to the conclusion that our friendship was never concrete. Every other day we were arguing or ending our friendship over something new, whether it was the girlfriend I was dating at he time, or just how he felt. Greg is a fickle person, if it is not to his liking or he does not feel it makes sense in his world, then it is not a good thing. If he feels that you are inferior to him, (which in his eyes everyone is), then there is no arguing. I must say, he is a bit of a more peaceful person, I attribute that to the ganja, so maybe it is a good thing that he smokes a lot, maybe he will not be as depressive or so needy of prior lovers. He has always disliked my decisions with everything in my life, and he will always look down upon me in several ways, but I have survived, and I keep going with everything that life throws at me. I will finally have my own house, and be in a nicer area, maybe I will have a lot of things to get used to, but I believe that a change has always been needed. I would like to recap a few things, for those of you who have read my Livejournal in the past.
2004-Graduated Oxon hill, mom got and still has belpausy, was stood up for prom, broke up with Alexis, continued to work at Advance auto, live in condemned house.
2005-Improved a bit, picked up 2nd job at Blockbuster, was promoted to Shift leader, dated and broke up with Nena, lasted 8 months but was a struggle, moved into a new apartment after being evicted from previous one, and began my 16 hr work days.
2006-tougher year, still had 2 jobs, bills galore, took care of father, was promoted to Sales Manager and transferred to a shit hole of a store, met Brad, dated and broke up with Averie in a hard yet meaningless relationship.
2007-Got promoted to Store Manager at the Clinton location, dated and broke up with Ava, horrible relationship of them all, moved in with Brad into 2 bedroom, moved Greg in, proceeded to kick Ava out, Greg leaves. Quit Advance Auto Job.
2008- The year is to be determined, but thus far, Dating Sydney, moving down south into 3 bedroom house, still store manager but transferring, finally paid off some credit cards and got my associates degree in the mail...rest TBD
So, year by year gradual improving, from one thing to the other, one girl to the other, I am not a grounded person. My entire life has been somewhat of a struggled and things just continue to get harder. I just wanted to point out that if anyone in the Maryland area wants to hang out, before March 1st, I am open and available just let me know, a going away party is in order, and I hope that I keep in touch with all of my friends and whomever else wants to chat with me..
Good bye Maryland..
On a short side not, Greg moved out last week and went back home, a culmination of living with him for almost 7 months. It was not too bad, I mean the grievances I had or still have will be pushed underneath a doormat. After reading several of his prior live journal posts and several of mine, I came to the conclusion that our friendship was never concrete. Every other day we were arguing or ending our friendship over something new, whether it was the girlfriend I was dating at he time, or just how he felt. Greg is a fickle person, if it is not to his liking or he does not feel it makes sense in his world, then it is not a good thing. If he feels that you are inferior to him, (which in his eyes everyone is), then there is no arguing. I must say, he is a bit of a more peaceful person, I attribute that to the ganja, so maybe it is a good thing that he smokes a lot, maybe he will not be as depressive or so needy of prior lovers. He has always disliked my decisions with everything in my life, and he will always look down upon me in several ways, but I have survived, and I keep going with everything that life throws at me. I will finally have my own house, and be in a nicer area, maybe I will have a lot of things to get used to, but I believe that a change has always been needed. I would like to recap a few things, for those of you who have read my Livejournal in the past.
2004-Graduated Oxon hill, mom got and still has belpausy, was stood up for prom, broke up with Alexis, continued to work at Advance auto, live in condemned house.
2005-Improved a bit, picked up 2nd job at Blockbuster, was promoted to Shift leader, dated and broke up with Nena, lasted 8 months but was a struggle, moved into a new apartment after being evicted from previous one, and began my 16 hr work days.
2006-tougher year, still had 2 jobs, bills galore, took care of father, was promoted to Sales Manager and transferred to a shit hole of a store, met Brad, dated and broke up with Averie in a hard yet meaningless relationship.
2007-Got promoted to Store Manager at the Clinton location, dated and broke up with Ava, horrible relationship of them all, moved in with Brad into 2 bedroom, moved Greg in, proceeded to kick Ava out, Greg leaves. Quit Advance Auto Job.
2008- The year is to be determined, but thus far, Dating Sydney, moving down south into 3 bedroom house, still store manager but transferring, finally paid off some credit cards and got my associates degree in the mail...rest TBD
So, year by year gradual improving, from one thing to the other, one girl to the other, I am not a grounded person. My entire life has been somewhat of a struggled and things just continue to get harder. I just wanted to point out that if anyone in the Maryland area wants to hang out, before March 1st, I am open and available just let me know, a going away party is in order, and I hope that I keep in touch with all of my friends and whomever else wants to chat with me..
Good bye Maryland..