"that black bitch broke your game, momma..... did i mention she was colored?"
Well, I did go to the party afterall, and I'm very glad I did. First of all, Becca came over and we hung out and she gave me the best gift EVER. Period. So, we went up there and it was kinda slow at first. Then as soon as it started getting interesting, I had to pull a big-brother and take Becca home. I'm glad I did too, because as soon as we left, a whole lot of drama happened. I returned to the party and was hit in the face with 40 issues. But, thank goodness they're all solved now. Elizabeth was there and I was soooo incredibly happy. I was her girlfriend for the night since Jen and Chrissy were attacking her. I also feel powerful now. Knowing I can control myself in such an awkward atmosphere. TC and I stayed sober and made sure nobody was going to hurt themselves. Very glad I did. People started getting high in the garage, so Jen and I went upstairs and went to bed. We talked for a while until this creepy guy who wanted to molest her left and then we fell asleep. TC then scared the shit out of me when he kissed me goodnight. But the best part of the party was the afterparty which consisted of me, fish, tc, jen, and "that colored chick"... too funny! Paul was there too, but he had passed out and it was a bizarre feeling. But I think everybody got sick afterwards. We've all been in bed for the past two days. Hahah, but it was so worth it! I got so close to people. This time, I don't feel like I can screw anything up. Yay for the Rainbow Gang!