it's good to be driven.... i'm gonna drive myself straight to hell
Too much work... triple major is not for me. My majors are not for me. I wanna get into music! That's the only thing I can see myself doing years from now!
I don't socialize anymore with the friends I have, and when I do socialize, they're never available, and yadda yadda yadda. Excuses, excuses. I need to make time. I socialize with the kids from rosmy because none of them go to college or do hw or anything. What to do, what to do.
I'm being inducted into YEL tomorrow. Becca was too... but she can't... *sobs* (seriously). Rachel's sleeping now. Poor thing has way too much work and hasn't slept in 2 days. Yay for us over achievers! She has to read an entire book and write a 5 page paper tonight. She has no enegy... so I'm helping her. It would be simple, buuuuut, we have a BOCR event tonight that we must go to if we want to pass this semester. It's the World AIDS day speech and stuff like that. Not too long. Then I'll come back at 9 and sleep while rache does her paper and lavonne tries to keep us both awake... although i don't have work! My music term paper is due monday.... i have an english vocab quiz thursday.... and i have to read "Power Trip" before my history exam next friday. After next weekend I get to come home! And for 3 weeks, I'm freeeee. The J-Term starts and I am packed again... "Women, Race, and Class" and "Introduction to African American Literature." Lit class is a senior class... I have NO clue how I got that when my papers suck now as a freshman. Nobody wants to give me an A no matter how hard I work. Professors are VERY contradticting.... So, yes, I need to talk to my advisor and sort things out. No more pre-law miles adam.
I don't socialize anymore with the friends I have, and when I do socialize, they're never available, and yadda yadda yadda. Excuses, excuses. I need to make time. I socialize with the kids from rosmy because none of them go to college or do hw or anything. What to do, what to do.
I'm being inducted into YEL tomorrow. Becca was too... but she can't... *sobs* (seriously). Rachel's sleeping now. Poor thing has way too much work and hasn't slept in 2 days. Yay for us over achievers! She has to read an entire book and write a 5 page paper tonight. She has no enegy... so I'm helping her. It would be simple, buuuuut, we have a BOCR event tonight that we must go to if we want to pass this semester. It's the World AIDS day speech and stuff like that. Not too long. Then I'll come back at 9 and sleep while rache does her paper and lavonne tries to keep us both awake... although i don't have work! My music term paper is due monday.... i have an english vocab quiz thursday.... and i have to read "Power Trip" before my history exam next friday. After next weekend I get to come home! And for 3 weeks, I'm freeeee. The J-Term starts and I am packed again... "Women, Race, and Class" and "Introduction to African American Literature." Lit class is a senior class... I have NO clue how I got that when my papers suck now as a freshman. Nobody wants to give me an A no matter how hard I work. Professors are VERY contradticting.... So, yes, I need to talk to my advisor and sort things out. No more pre-law miles adam.