people can fly
It's been a really long time since my last entry.. I got caught up in the real world; but at the same time not... (makes sense?). I keep saying to myself "FOCUS! DEDICATE YOURSELF TO SOMETHING! DISCIPLINE YOURSELF!" I assumed it wouldn't be that hard but when has assuming got a person somewhere? Been meditating lately - hoping that I could maintain a steady line of conciousness. It's helped... I thought it was bullshit at first (meditation). I figured it was something that only hippies and yoga people do. But I found that the human mind is capable of so much more than wasting it.. thinking of a mystery that can never be solved. We are what we are (where have I heard that?). I went into a trance the other day on my bed.. there was a figure in a doorway with light behind it but stars in motion around the opening. A figure with a robe... when I took one step closer it seemed as if I were captized by his energy. He screamed "Let there be LIGHT!".. and that was it.. I immediately became concious. On a lighter note.. I'll be switching computer cases and mb's; possibly after xmas. Maybe I'll be able to kick Corey's ass in CoD 20 fold than what I currently do :).