I have been busy...

Nov 05, 2005 02:00

So far things have been craazzy! I am excited Sarah Taylor or known as Sarai..is comin' down!! I haven't seen her in forever! It is a little lonely since my lover left for drill..but hey stuff happens.. but I have been thinking a lot lately about things. Ever since ryan(the man freshman year after he asked me out I said I stunk and I had to take a shower)came over on tuesday and tried to make a move on me or well..a couple actually. He was a bit forward but I forgive him for that. But anyways, I was thinking about things between me and mayo. Things are great between us, and I am greatful for, because let's face it..there are not a lot of men who find me attractive out there in the cruel, bad world. I know there are a few, but who knows. I mean how long do you wait around for a man to realize your perfect for them, but they are too dumb to see it? My roommate Paige, she is inlove with her boyfriend Phil, but he is such a jack ass to her. But she just keeps putting up with it. Obviously, they are not ment to be. But how many times does it take for your heart to get broken until you just stop trying. What really is sad is all I want is Prince Charming on his horse to ride off with. Is that so hard? I know what I want out of life, I like to have fun while doing what I need to do. Most of the time I am happy but sometimes I have shitty days. I know i am needy at times, and at other times have a horrible temper, but is it that hard to find someone who is willing to put up with my shit. Eh, oh well..I'll be okay..one day at a time..just like an alcoholic one day at a time. LOL. GO Figure! Night ya'll!
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