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[sloanypony]

It's been awhile,
Since I could, hold my head up high
And it's been awhile,
Since I first saw you,

And its been awhile,
Since I could stand, on my own two feet again,
And its been awhile,
Since I could call you,

And everything I cant remember,
As fucked up as it all may seem,
The consequences that I've rendered,
I've stretched myself beyond my means,

And its been awhile,
Since I could say that I wasnt addicted,
And it's been awhile since I could say I loved myself as well,
And it's been awhile,
Since I've gone and fucked things up, just like I always do,
And It's been awhile,
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you,

And everything I can't remember,
As fucked up as it all may seem,
The consequences that I've rendered,
I've gone and fucked things up again, yeah

Why must I feel this way,
Just make this go away,
Just one more peaceful day,

And it's been awhile,
Since I could look at myself straight,
And it's been awhile,
Since I said I'm sorry,
And it's been awhile,
Since I've seen the way, the candles light your face,
And it's been awhile,
But I can still remember just the way you taste,

And everything I can't remember,
As fucked up as it all may seem, to be, I know it's me,
I cannot blame this on my father,
He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile,
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile,
Since I said I'm sorry