WARNING: explosive content
i wana go to college. really. but im not cut out for the whole studying thing. i mean ive been sitting here staring at the same page of my AP book for three hours and i havent gotten past the first sentence. i mean i like world history and all, i just cant find the motivation or use for it in my life now. what could i possibly do in 20 years where im going to need to know the name of T'ouissant lou whatever his name was who led Haiti's slave rebellion? i mean, it will not be a life threatening answer or anything.
its so hard to try to be good at everything at once. i wanna play guitar like slash, and be the best possible at lacrosse, and be able to pass all my classes, and still have a life and meet new people. tis nearly impossible and its wiping me out.
so my bands are getting absolutely nowhere, which worries me, cuz i really enjoy playing guitar and to be able to travel the world and share what i enjoy with other people would be amazing. WOULD BE being the key words there. but sometimes i think and i want to do something where i can actualy help people, like a doctor, except me and too much blood dont get along very well. there goes my idea of being a nurse. a photographer takes talent and "the vision". i dont think i have that kind of patience. to be a writer in a magazine could be fun, but you have to work your way up to that level for years. and im good with creative writing, but writing as a career forever doesnt suit me at all. so my future is left up to the gods. man o man this is gonna be fun to see what i am doing in 20 years from now.
lets make some wagers here. post what you think i will be doing, or what you think i should try.
its so hard to try to be good at everything at once. i wanna play guitar like slash, and be the best possible at lacrosse, and be able to pass all my classes, and still have a life and meet new people. tis nearly impossible and its wiping me out.
so my bands are getting absolutely nowhere, which worries me, cuz i really enjoy playing guitar and to be able to travel the world and share what i enjoy with other people would be amazing. WOULD BE being the key words there. but sometimes i think and i want to do something where i can actualy help people, like a doctor, except me and too much blood dont get along very well. there goes my idea of being a nurse. a photographer takes talent and "the vision". i dont think i have that kind of patience. to be a writer in a magazine could be fun, but you have to work your way up to that level for years. and im good with creative writing, but writing as a career forever doesnt suit me at all. so my future is left up to the gods. man o man this is gonna be fun to see what i am doing in 20 years from now.
lets make some wagers here. post what you think i will be doing, or what you think i should try.