much ado about nothing
So with AP work finished, a day of rest behind me, and a belly full of chinese food, shouldn't I feel satisfied? And yet, something is still out of whack in my little world. I dunno. Maybe it's the additions to the house of a lamp and new dishes that were once in my grandparents house. Maybe it's the fact that I know I will have a lot of work to make up in both AP English and Chemistry. Maybe it's the interview on Thursday for Girl's State. I dunno. Maybe it's something completely different and unrelated to any of that. Or maybe it's a combination of all of that. Whatever it is, I'm not so sure I'm ready to fully deal with it all. So, like I do with so many other things, I'll push my anxieties to the back of my brain and beat them down with my never failing stick of optimism and my ever-present jovial attitude that everyone seems to expect from me at all times. Sure this might lead to a nervous breakdown of sorts, and sure it may not be the best way of handling things, but for me at this moment, it's the only way I want to deal with it all.